end of year

hi, another year gone and I can say that I kept body and soul together, barely. I am going to try to do better in the upcoming year, God willing. I am taking a break from cleaning up around the house to make these entries in all of my online blogs and journals.

another diaster

there was another plane disapperance last night in the south asian sea. It is believed to be due to weaather conditions.Airasia flight 8501. It was less than a year ago that flight MH370 from Malaysia dropped completely out of sight without a trace . I still believed it was either shot down or it landed somwwhere and all the passengers killed.

after xmas

     I went for my annual mammogram and I got my results back before I returned home. The results were negative thank God.Afterwards, I went across the street to look in at Beachwood Mall and it was really crowded with after Xmas shoppers taking advantage of markdowns. I looked but bought nothing. I did go to Legacy Village to lokk around and I bought a keyboard for my Ipad and a clarisonic faciial cleansing apparatus.

Xmas

           It is almost Xmas and I am trying to come to a decision about whatnit meams to me. I go to the malls or to tthe grocery store and I see people shopping for things to make a festive occasion of this time of year. When I was a child I would compare my experience with thatof other people and I was always lacking in gifts and ativities. My immediate family was isolated and we were never included in anyting on either side of the family. My mother was a loner and I never remember having friends or associating with her family. They had gatherings but we were not included so I never had the example of what family means. I am a loner myself due to my Aspergers Syndrome. It took me years to realize this and to understand it but now, at the twilight of my life I have come to accept it Believe me it is painful an disturbing at times but something I have learned to lve with. Merry Xmas everyone.

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